She keeps telling herself that it's only a simulation, the pleasure she's experiencing isn't real... right? As the admin ups the intensity, he notes her resistance against cthulhu.exe relaxes, and the program installs effortlessly.
She snapped back to reality and the experience faded like a strange dream. "What could have been so important that it needed to be installed *like that*", she wondered "especially when I've got so many personal appointments today." It didn't seem possible to give them all the time they deserved. "Unless I take two or three at a time, hah" she chuckled to herself. Although the idea did seem... oddly appealing.